"I suppose." She still wasn't convinced. She'd seen the looks others gave her and heard the rumors that she only made it as a warrior because of who her mother was. Couldn't have the leader's daughter stuck as an apprentice, it'd be a disgrace to the clan. Foxstar was right for naming her Flawedperspective, she was just that, a flaw in SunClan's great ranks. Even blind a cat should be able to see that right? Maybe he was only humoring her because of her mother. Wouldn't be the first time. "Do you desire to train an apprentice?" Many did, she didn't find herself worthy enough for the task, nor up to the demands it would ask for as she didn't see a single trait in herself that would be worthy to pass onto an influenceable mind like an apprentice.

(same. I also just switched computers and took up another online course, chemistry)
"Your more capable than myself. My own mother has made sure I never see an apprentice." She hadn't heard the words straight from her mother's own mouth but cats talked and she could see the disappointment and shame on all of her's faces. Flawedperspective nudged his shoulder. "Just wait, the Sun God will show you where your needed. I help out in the grave yard and with the kits." Though many wished she wouldn't help with the kits, afraid her uselessness would spread.

(Same. I've yet to figure out how chemistry relates to physical therapy or athletic training, It doesn't. So far my theory is that is to weed out those not committed. It's stupid )

"A tree?" She tilted her head, confused by what he was asking but happily willing to answer when she remembered he was blind and unable to see the great world around them. With a smile, Flawedperspective tried her best to explain the world she saw. "Well it's tall, tall enough to reach the sky in some cases. Its bark is ruff, and brown like the earth under our paws. It has green leaves in the summer and spring. And they turn orange and brown when they fall of the tree in fall. Winter there are no leaves." The colors! He didn't know what they looked like! "Brown is a warm, comforting color but it can be dark too and cold. While green is sharp and fun, it's bright and shades us from the Sun on warm days to give us cool areas to lay. While orange is like a fire, warm and beautiful and the...." What else could she say?

(See I only have to take gen chem I and II luckily avoiding organic chem I and II. But even still the physics I can see in PT as it has torsion and levers in it.)

Flawedperspective was alone a lot and had found her surrounds far more interesting than most would, part of the reason she volunteered to work in the grave yard tending to the graves and teh sunflowers. Nature and the world around them were the most interesting of things as the little of things could change how they grew, where and when they blossomed. But it was a natural gift to understand what that all meant and see the beauty in it and to be able to describe it to others, one she hadn't realized she had. "That will help me?" How? She didn't truely understand how that would work or why. She'd always just had a way of understanding the life around her in order to enjoy their beauty. But to use that in her warrior duties? "Is that how you manage to be such a great warrior?"

If she'd been born blind, she would have been killed and marked of as a kit that just merely didn't survive the birth. It was a fact that she knew to be true. Her mother made it completely obvious that she wasn't wanted, detested for her inabilities, and despised for her failures. Flawedperspective was no fool when it came to her standing within the clan, but for now she merely smiled and shrugged her shoulder. "I probably wouldn't ever be able to leave camp, to busy figuring out how to walk on my own two paws without falling over." Something she still did on some days. But she smiled at his explaination of knowing how the forest worked. The music it played and the dance all its own. Something very few truly understood.

What was it like to have parents? She hardly knew, all her life she'd been caste aside by her relatives as flawed, just like her name said. Flawedperspective was many things but no kit is bron flawed, something she'd tell anyone and completely defend for another but could never do it for herself. Changing teh subject some to get away from parents, present and not, she asked about his siblings. "Do you hear from any of your siblings?"

"Why's that?" She hadn't heard his storty, didn't know much about him till now. Before, she'd kept mostly to herself, most not wanting or desiring to speak to her. Flawedperspective knew he and Yellowdelight were siblings, but she didn't know if he had others and had merely assumed in hopes he'd talk about them. "Who are they? Are they in the clan as well?" She wouldn't be surprsied if she just didn't know who they were, especially if Indigosight wasn't on talking terms with them.

"Really? Have you met her? She must be lovely to--" She almost said, to have such a hansome looking son, but figured he wouldn't apprecitate that. Though, she did find him handsome, but in a moment like this she was glad he was blind as he wouldn't see the blush growing on her face. Flawdperspective nearly chastized herslef when she realized that she was growing a crush on teh first cat to truely pay her mind, to complinet her where others barely spoke her name.

(Oh that'd be interesting. I can't keep up with who is and who isn't related to Flawedperspective through Foxstar. It's almost as bad as Deal spawn)

What was she to say to that? He hadn't known his mother, but she still felt sorry for him for his lose. She at least knew her parents even if they seemed like they could careless that she existed. "I'm sorry. No one shoudl ahve to face that so early in life. To not known your parents..its not morbid just..." What word could contray to the feelings she felt? Sadness at his lose, anger at his family's seperation, embrassed to have even brought it up in the first place, frustration at herself for putting him in a position in which he felt he had to talk about it. What kind of friend was she to do that to him?! Her eyes almost poped out at her realization. They hadn't known each other long but she was already claiming him as a friend, something she didn't have many of, and yet it shocked her how quickly they were getting along. But did he even want to be friends with her, especailly after this? Maybe he was embrassed by her? Flawedperspective wouldn't be surprised in the least, her parents were.