He hadn't really thought about love until he looked at his dad and his mom. He looked at them quite often, but after the apocalypse it felt different and more certain about where the two stood. He was worried that maybe he wasn't looking for someone to love and might be alone like his father. But then what happened if he found love in SunClan? He wasn't sure if he ever wanted to have kits with someone in SunClan, everything was so uncertain. He did not like SunClan's violent nature, but he didn't like DayClan's peace loving nature either. Maybe he was a Renegade Regime cat after all, neutral and maybe he always belonged there, but still he felt the same pull to stay in SunClan. He couldn't abandon his father and especially not his little sister, Pandora. He was hoping Littlestar would become a better leader, but that had yet to be proven, it was still very early. However that uncertainty was now plaguing his entire future, he felt bored more than ever, he wanted to go out on dates, see the world, but when he had no stability in where he wanted to live everything felt wonky. He needed to talk to someone, anyone, just to ground him and better his perception.

Duskslayer looked around the forest, maybe someone was nearby. He then looked to the border, or maybe someone out there was nearby.