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ѕнαdow✩ whenever you want Stygian to come in would be great XP)
Jetstar didn't know how long she'd lied there at the bank. Truthfully she'd expected to be dead.
But after she wavered into existence in StarClan for the last time, panting and feeling exhausted (who knew dying several times was so
exhausting but at least she was done-
Her mother had simply cast her a sad look and shook her head, making Jetstar's eyes widen in shock. "Your time isn't over my darling daughter." Satin whispered. "I am so sorry I put such high expectations on you when I brought you to SunClan. You believed your worth was in your claws... and for that I regret failing you."
As Jetstar could feel herself wavering returning to the world of the living Satin leaned forward and licked between Jetstar's ears. "You have life in you yet, don't waste it like this again...
please."
Satin's last word was barely audible practically a whisper, then StarClan's territory faded out and Jetstar woke up coughing on the riverbank.
It was empty, the cat... spirit, or whatever. Long gone.
Gone to SpringClan now... to tell of her demise.
She let out a long unsteady breath as she tried to get up only to drop back down.
Mouse dung what was she going to do?
If she went back she'd be SpringClan leader again... but after learning what she knew now after speaking with StarClan. That she
hadn't been SpringClan's chosen one. That she'd been put there by one who wanted to avoid it.
And just... she felt like she'd done such an awful job.
Dancingdragon gone, so many cats gone.
And her mother's words.
Jetstar didn't much feel like the sharp claws of SpringClan anymore. She just felt... battered and exhausted.
Not ready to lead... not
wanting to lead.
But what could she do? Eventually someone would come looking, she doubted Goldengriffon would give up hope completely... unless whatever she'd given that life to
really worked to make sure no one came this way.
Jetstar let out a ragged sigh. She really hadn't expected to come out of the other side from this. How many lives left did she have? More than one? Or was this truly her last?
She pushed that aside. It didn't matter, what did matter was getting up and getting moving.
Returning to SpringClan would likely return her to her position and... it was time for SpringClan to have it's proper leader. Goldengriffon with the new guardian should do well.
As for her... well she'd figure it out probably.
She struggled trying to get up.
Just... needed... to stand!
She managed to rise to half her height before dropping back into the muck.
She groaned, and planted her muzzle partially into the mud. Ugh this was ridiculous. Everything hurt.
'I thought losing lives meant you were healed afterwards.'Then she remembered Littlestar being laid up and she groaned.
Great. She was likely to be laid up as well... or should be, but she was stuck in the mud.
'Starting to really hate mud.' she groused. It sucked now. It sucked during that horrible moment where both she and Bloodycrow had seen the undead Littlestar and it just sucked in general.