Re-adding since I was out during the AC oops

FROZENPAW laughter / Spiderheart


The world Frozenlaughter lives in is engulfed in silence, the white and silver tabby tom was born with one of his most important senses missing; his hearing. The deaf tom has never known the gifts and horrors of the sounds that swirl around him, never able to know the voices of his clan. Frozenlaughter is the son of Spookback and Snowshod, named after his grandfather Jynxlaughter. The tom never knew why but always noticed the fear that pulsed through his mother and father, as if they were waiting for something to jump out at them from the shadows, because of this he he keeps a watchful eye on them ready to provide as much comfort as he can when they allow him too while being sure to give them the space the need. Frozenlaughter was always protected by his mother, being named after her father made her especially vigilant when it came to his saftey not willing to lose such a close connection to the now deceased Jynxlaughter. As a kit he didn't understand the fuss Spookbat made over him and her over protectivness had caused him to become rebelious of the attention, that on top of every cats fear for him because of his deafness gave him the urge to escape from the many eyes alwasy on him. Through the moons he slowly began to understand many things and for her sanity the tom stayed by Spookbats side to keep her from worrying so much and so he could care for her when she needed it. Frozenlaughter has come to accept his fate, but has never been able to escape the depression that flows through him, he knows he will never be equal to any other cat living in his silent world. He wants to prove to his clan that he is not worthless, but even he finds himself thinking about what his life is worth. In the presence of others Frozenlaughter always has a smile on his face, a ruse to hide his true feelings, surrounded by so many but always lonley. The tom has never spoken before not because he can't he just chooses not to, it seems pointless to him when he wouldn't be able to hear any reply. Frozenlaughter is sweet but reserved afraid to get to close to any cat, what would he be able to do for them the way he is. The only time Frozenlaughter allows his deepest emotions to surface is when he is alone, gazing into nothing with glazed and hollow eyes as his mind swirls around who he is and why he was born this way, a burden to any cat he meets, a burden to his clan for his inability to fully help as a warrior. The sound of silence is his life, his own personal hell.


Apprentice



Mentor: Any chance I could have one assigned? Frozenpaw is deaf btw