"I'm already over it, Darksonata. It's stupid and he should have spoken with me first but SunClan is literally a cult and there's no easy way out of this for me now. But you... you aren't trapped here like me," Soaringlight wasn't playing around like she normally did along the bones, instead she was just following behind Darksonata, clearly deep in thought. She seemed to be holding up pretty well all things considered but there was a wistfulness in her expression. She had changed, "You should go back to the Regime while you still have the chance. The Ray program will allow you an easy escape and I will make sure no one comes after you..."

"You're right, it was weird to even suggest it. I just... Well... Ever since Blindfaith disappeared and Huntleigh... died... I," Soaringlight wasn't exactly the most particular she-cat, she wasn't sure exactly how to phrase what she was trying to say. She sighed and leapt up next to Darksonata, stumbling slightly and leaning against him for support, "I... I don't know what I'm trying to say. My mind's all over the place these days. Not long ago my family as all I had to worry about, but now there's a whole Clan and a freaking God on my case. All I've ever wanted was to go home to the Regime, yet the longer I'm here the further away it gets."

Soaringlight didn't say it, but the implication was clear: She wanted her brother to live the life that she couldn't. But she also didn't want him to leave. She was just so confused.

Soaringlight was the type of cat to cry over such sentimentalities, but she felt her eyes begin to water. Before Darksonata had a chance to notice it, however, she reacted by pressing her face into his shoulder, "I don't want you thinking I'm going soft or anything, but I'm so lucky to have a brother like you. I don't think I could do all of this without your support."

Darksonata was quiet in a group while Soaringlight was strong. When the two were alone together, however, their personalities seemed to change drastically.

"But I don't see how we will be able to escape any time soon. SunClan is in shambles and regardless of how much I hate it, I do care about some of the cats here. I can't leave until I know someone will be here who can really help Littlerstar... and Bravewolf."

"Oh my god STOP it Darksonata," Soaringlight blushed, pulling away from her brother's grasp only after he'd finished speaking. His words had really struck her core and, as previously stated, she was NOT a touchy-feely kind of cat. It made her super uncomfortable especially when being given compliments she didn't think she deserved, "I don't want to hear any more talk like this. We came here to complain about SunClan not compliment each other... it doesn't suit either fo us well. Let's change subject. Um... how long do you think it'll take for Bravewolf to give up on SunClan and run away from it all like we plan to do?"

"Stronger than I think too, it seems," Soaringlight didn't agree with Darksonata fully. After all, if she did she would have certainly left by now, since the main reason she stayed in SunClan at all was for Bravewolf's sake. If she an Darksonata left, there would be no one left of their core family in SunClan to support him, and she couldn't think of a more lonely fate for him, "Sometimes I think he isn't really the Sun God, just a really powerful elemental... Don't look at me like that! I know it's not true, it's just what I wish. Poor kid has always had it hard. It's not fair that he's trapped here due to agreements he made in another life. He's not the Sun God anymore, not the way SunClan wants him to be."